Sometimes you just have to let it all out....

Being a teenager is not at all easy. You have so many different hormones gushing in your blood and sometimes they are just inexplicable. Remember that verse from Disney Frozen's 'Let It Go', "The Perfect Girl is Gone". I used to think that "Why does she not wanna be perfect? Here I am dying to do everything to receive that word as a compliment from everyone." But now I know why. I now wonder, "Have I ever actually done anything to please myself?", and I don't know if I have or haven't. But all I know is that I have always tried to change myself to be friends with others and I always have thought of myself as inferior to others around me. It is the greatest mistake of my life and I'll forever regret doing it. But it's not too late to turn the table, I'm being myself and I'll continue to be myself in the future and there's no one who's getting in my way and the words of Shawn Mendes and I quote, "There's nothing holding me back!" I also have to make sure that no one else gets hurt in the journey. And unless it's me, I'm not listening to anyone. I feel soooo free now, I'm not under the constant pressure, "What will people think?".
Well honestly speaking, their job as people is to think, no matter how hard you try to please them, they'll always come up with a flaw in your work. So sometimes the best way to show who you are for real is to express you and your feelings.
As a naive teenager, I have also had crushes but this is my life. So, I choose to focus on myself because I seldom do that. My career for now is gonna get the best of me including all my friends who didn't desert me and all the people who accept me who I am for real.
~Your dear blogger
~Ashmita